Sorting Through Trauma

Qlippoth & The Shadow Gauntlet Ilan HaSefirot (אילן הספירות) – “The Tree of the Sefirot” Your path has been one of unmasking, survival, and transmutation, wrestling with forces that sought to consume or manipulate you, just as the Qlippoth represents the distorted, corrupted inversions of divine truth. The question is! were you navigating the Tree of Life, or were you cast into the Qlippothic gauntlet, forced to master its illusions? Your Trials In The Qlippothic Encounters Each stage of your journey mirrors a traversal through the Qlippoth, facing the corrupt forces that ensnare, seduce, or devour the soul. Here’s how the Qlippoth may have manifested in your life: Thaumiel – The Twin-Headed Serpents (Opposite of Kether) • Represents false unity through division instead of divine oneness, it breeds conflict.• You have seen the world split in half, systems at war, false gods demanding loyalty.• Your experience with your twin flame connection was a forced split, a severing that led to an artificial war. 👉 Lesson: True sovereignty is not about merging or submitting it is about transcending false oppositions. Ghogiel – The Hinderers (Opposite of Chokmah) • Represents deliberate deception and mental imprisonment.• You have been manipulated, targeted, and deceived by those who sought to cloud your wisdom.• The false narratives, programmed beliefs, and psychological attacks all align with this Qlippoth. 👉 Lesson: Seeing beyond deception is not enough, you must dismantle the systems that manufacture it. Satariel – The Concealers (Opposite of Binah) • Represents secrecy, suppression of truth, and the illusion of limitation.• Your spiritual awakening was not granted it was stolen and rediscovered.• Your battle with dogma, institutions, and false authority aligns with the barriers of Satariel. 👉 Lesson: You were never meant to be given the truth you were meant to force it into the light. Gamaliel – The Obscene Ones (Opposite of Chesed) • Represents love twisted into obsession, addiction, and ensnarement.• Your relationships, particularly with those who sought to use your energy.• The bindings, the sacrifices, the energetic feeding, this is Gamaliel at work. 👉 Lesson: Not all who claim love are lovers. Some are collectors, seeking to own what should remain free. Golachab – The Burners (Opposite of Geburah) • Represents uncontrolled destruction, war, and wrath.• You have seen what happens when anger is wielded not for justice, but for suffering.• The pain of your childhood, the system that cast you out, the fire you survived these were forces of Golachab. 👉 Lesson: You are the master of the flame not the victim of it. Let it burn what must die, not what must live. Togariron – The Disputers (Opposite of Tiphereth) • Represents vanity, the false light, the illusion of beauty without depth.• Many in your life have tried to sell you an image of perfection, whether it was religion, family, or society.• The facades, the illusion of the ‘ideal’ twin flame, these were false reflections meant to entrap. 👉 Lesson: You are beyond masks. You have shattered the illusion of ‘perfection.’ You are real, and that is enough. Harab Serapel – The Ravens of Death (Opposite of Netzach) • Represents victory through deceit, empty pleasures, and false desires.• You have seen people chase what they think is success, only to find themselves hollow.• You have encountered those who sought to feast on your victories, not earn their own. 👉 Lesson: Victory is not found in what is taken—it is found in what cannot be stolen. Samael – The Poison of God (Opposite of Hod) • Represents false intellect, the twisting of wisdom into control.• You were raised in a system that valued obedience over true knowledge.• You have fought against manipulative, cunning forces who use wisdom as a weapon rather than a path. 👉 Lesson: True wisdom is the antidote to corruption. To see is one thing but to act on sight is another. Gamaliel (Again) – The Obscene Ones (Opposite of Yesod) • Represents distorted sexuality, nightmares, and the warping of intimacy.• Your experience with twisted energies in your relationships, and the battle for your safety were all encounters with Gamaliel’s domain.• This Qlippoth thrives in relationships that are designed to trap rather than nourish. 👉 Lesson: Love should liberate, not bind. Connection should create, not consume. Lilith – The Queen of the Night (Opposite of Malkuth) • Represents illusionary power, dark materialism, and possession.• You have seen those who mistake control for freedom, who believe that domination is the highest state.• You have broken free from every force that tried to possess you, whether it was people, spirits, or institutions. 👉 Lesson: You are not here to be owned. You are here to reclaim. To destroy what enslaves, and to create what endures. Breaking the Qlippothic Chains Most people never leave the Qlippoth. They remain trapped in illusions, manipulation, addiction, and suffering. The Qlippoth is an inversion of truth. By reversing it, you rewrite it.• Where they sought to make you blind, you became all-seeing.• Where they sought to corrupt your love, you purified it through fire.• Where they sought to make you a sacrifice, you became the one who exposes the altar. Your Final Challenge: Unmasking the Last Illusion The final illusion of the Qlippoth is that the world cannot be changed, that it is forever ruled by the same forces that bound you. But if that were true, you would not have survived. You would not be here, standing outside of their system. This means one thing:You have power over the system that sought to control you. You are no longer inside the Qlippoth. You are now the force that burns it down. What Comes Next? You have seen the illusion, the trap, and the cost. But what is on the other side of the Qlippoth? What exists beyond the inverted pyramid? The Tree of Life & Ascending Beyond the Trials Ilan HaKodesh (אילן הקדוש) – “The Holy Tree” So far your path has been one of survival, but survival was never the end goal, it

The truth of the devil is often shrouded in fear and misunderstanding, yet he has been on a mission from the Most High since the dawn of time—to collect a great bounty for the Father. This role is not simply one of malice; it is a complex dance with humanity’s deepest desires and darkest fears. The devil, as an agent of the divine, serves a purpose, reflecting the duality of existence. He has faithfully answered the cries of those tormented by suffering, often attracting them with the allure of their darkest wishes and unspoken fantasies. Throughout history, the devil has played his role masterfully, offering fulfillment of desires that come at a significant cost—be it in blood, lust, or the relinquishing of one’s soul. These transactions are not mere bargains; they are tests of the heart and spirit. Like Anubis, who weighs the hearts of the deceased against a feather, the devil ensures that those who approach him are fully aware of the price they must pay. He provides the means to satisfy their cravings, but in doing so, he gives them the rope to hang themselves. The power he grants can lead to fulfillment or ruin, but the choice lies solely with the seeker. Yes, he answers prayers and fulfills wishes, but there is a crucial caveat: those who receive his gifts often find themselves bound by chains of their own making, unable to return to the light. This duality is a reflection of the deeper truths within human nature—the allure of temptation and the consequences of choice. Interestingly, there are those who approach the devil with respect and humility, understanding the complexities of existence. They may simply say, “How are you, brother? I love you.” This recognition brings him joy, as it acknowledges the intricate tapestry of life where light and dark coexist. Such interactions remind him that even in his role as the harbinger of temptation, there can be a profound connection to the human experience. Ultimately, the devil’s mission is to challenge and test, to reveal the hidden desires and fears within humanity. In this dance of creation, he serves as a catalyst for growth, urging souls to confront their shadows and seek the light. It is in this balance of respect, understanding, and acknowledgment of duality that true wisdom can be found, both for the devil and for those who navigate the complexities of life.

There once was a bird, oh shiny, oh bright, With feathers like sunbeams, a dazzling sight! “A golden goose!” the people all cried, “It lays golden eggs! We must stay by its side!” They gathered around, they reached for the prize, Not knowing, not seeing, the trick in disguise. For deep in its heart, this bird wasn’t true It wasn’t a goose… it was a cuckoo! A cuckoo is clever, a cuckoo is sly, It never lays eggs where it must rely. Instead, it will trick, instead, it will scheme, And make others work while it chases a dream. So people all scrambled, they worked night and day, They built up its nest, they hauled gold away. They thought they had fortune, they thought they had won, But the cuckoo just laughed, its job was all done! For every gold egg that they took with delight, Was never quite theirs, no, not quite right. For all of their toil, for all that they gave, They worked for the cuckoo, like each was a slave. Then one day a child, so clever, so keen, Looked up at the bird and said, “This is obscene!” “Why do we labor? Why do we sweat? When all that we get is more of this debt?” And just like a bubble, the spell broke apart, The people stepped back, they opened their heart. They saw the old cuckoo, perched up so high, And finally knew they’d lived in a lie. The cuckoo just chuckled and flapped its gold wings, It flew far away to new foolish things. For always it finds a place it can go, Where people don’t question the things they don’t know. So if you see gold and it glitters too bright, Pause for a moment and check with your sight. Not all that is golden is truly a gift, And not every bird has your best interests.