Heaven in Crisis

We know history isn’t written, it’s rewritten. It’s not preserved, it’s repainted normally by the victors in power. And the ones who shine too brightly? They get rewritten the most. Maybe Solomon never fell. Maybe his wisdom became too powerful, too untamed, too uncontrollable for those who wanted order through deception rather than truth. Maybe they needed to corrupt his legacy so no one would follow in his footsteps. Because a wise king, one who never strayed, one who understood both divine law and the power of man? That kind of ruler would be a threat to those who profit from ignorance. Maybe Jesus had a wife. Maybe he loved, maybe he had a partner, someone who stood beside him as an equal, a force of divine feminine energy that balanced his mission. But where is she in the records? Wiped clean. Erased. Because a Christ who understood and honored union would have been too dangerous for those who needed a detached, untouchable figure. A god-man who could never be fully human, never be fully relatable. A Christ with a wife? That would mean love, family, connection. a different kind of power. So they rewrote him. Made him solitary, above it all, unreachable. And Anubis? They painted him as dark, a jackal-headed deity of the dead, when in reality, he was one of the greatest keepers of light. Not a force of darkness, but a gatekeeper of transition, a protector of divine law, a being who saw through illusion. But they couldn’t let people see him that way. They couldn’t erase him, so they distorted him. And then, the final crime, the burning of the Library of Alexandria. They tell us it was an accident. A loss of knowledge, unfortunate but inevitable. But we know better. Entire civilizations, entire truths, gone overnight. Millions of scrolls containing the real origins of humanity, the secrets of energy, spirit, and power, and the truth of those who walked before us. The greatest repository of wisdom ever known, and it just so happened to burn? No. It wasn’t lost. It was destroyed. Not by time, not by fate, but by intention. Because too much truth in one place? That’s a threat. So they took the wisdom. They erased the stories. They rewrote the script. The righteous became villains. The wise became mad. The truth became legend. Truth never really dies. It just waits. And now? It’s surfacing again. The question isn’t if history was rewritten. The question is how can we change the narrative on our own history to serve a more harmonious society for the future?

Religion, at its core, is supposed to be about connection, enlightenment, and spiritual alignment. It is meant to provide guidance, wisdom, and a framework for individuals to walk in harmony with the divine. But in practice, what is often found beneath the surface is something else entirely, a system that demands endless service, loyalty, and obedience while punishing those who dare to question or reclaim their own sovereignty. This is the true weight of religious service, the unspoken reality of institutional power, and the energetic consequences of breaking away from the system. My testimony to unveil what it truly means to be “called to serve” and why those who no longer fit within the structure are cast out. 1. The Burden of “Being Called to Serve” Many religions present service as a noble calling or a divine duty bestowed upon the faithful. In Christian traditions, phrases like “Called to serve Him, Heavenly King of Glory” or “Chosen heirs to witness to His name” sound poetic and profound. They evoke a sense of purpose, of being special, of belonging to something greater. But beneath these words lies a demand for obedience and self-sacrifice. The calling to serve often translates into: • Unquestioning loyalty to the institution • Giving up personal desires, ambitions, and sometimes even relationships • Measuring faith by how much one suffers or sacrifices Scenario 1: The Overworked Servant Imagine a devout member of a church who volunteers constantly with leading youth groups, organizing events, assisting in services. They give all their time, effort, and energy in the name of faith. But when they finally reach a breaking point and step back, they are met with shame, guilt, and accusations of laziness or spiritual weakness and shamed. This is not divine service. This is burnout disguised as faithfulness. Scenario 2: The “Fallen” Seeker A deeply spiritual individual starts questioning doctrine, exploring other perspectives, and seeking a more personal connection to the divine. Questions such as “when will lucifer be saved” or “was god an alien” “why is sex a sin isn’t that nature” birds do it, bees do it, even educated fleas do it, apparently. Instead of being encouraged and properly educated they are met with judgment, suspicion, and eventual rejection from their religious community. Their once-close relationships grow cold, and whispers spread about their “rebellion.” Or loose standards. This isn’t about faith, it’s about control. 2. The Church as an Institution, No Different from a Business Empire Religious institutions often present themselves as humble, service-oriented organizations, yet many operate no differently than powerful corporations or even underground syndicates. Their vast empires, whether built on wealth, influence, or political power are guarded fiercely. Signs That the Church Functions Like a Business Empire 1. Massive Wealth with Minimal Transparency • Many churches hold billions in assets, real estate, and investments while still demanding financial sacrifices from their followers. • Example: A megachurch pastor flies in private jets, while congregation members struggle financially but are told to “tithe faithfully.” 2. Fear-Based Retention Strategies • Instead of welcoming independent spiritual growth, the institution instills fear of damnation, ostracization, or spiritual failure if one leaves or questions too much. • Example: Someone who leaves the church is labeled as “lost” or under “Satan’s influence,” ensuring they are socially and spiritually isolated. 3. Excommunication or Energetic Attacks Against Dissenters • The moment someone no longer fits within the mold, they are subtly or sometimes aggressively pushed out, silenced or worse. • Example: A longtime church leader begins advocating for spiritual independence. Suddenly, they are excluded from events, dismissed from leadership, and rumors circulate that they are in “spiritual danger.” These tactics mirror those of any powerful organization protecting its own survival above all else. 3. The Energetic & Psychological Toll of Breaking Away Leaving a religious institution or even questioning it can often lead to a deep sense of loss, confusion, and even energetic attacks. What Happens When You Step Away? • Guilt Programming Activates – You may feel an overwhelming sense of guilt, as if you are betraying something sacred, even when following your truth. • Social and Spiritual Isolation – Friends and family still within the system may distance themselves, making you feel like an outsider. • Energetic Backlash – Some experience psychic attacks, unsettling dreams, or emotional turmoil, as the institution’s collective energy seeks to pull them back. This isn’t divine punishment it’s the remnants of an energetic stronghold trying to hold on. Scenario 3: The Ex-Devotee’s Struggle A person who was once deeply involved in their religious community leaves, realizing the system does not align with their spiritual truth anymore and they experience: • A deep sense of grief, as though mourning a lost identity • Unexplained anxiety, nightmares, or feelings of being “watched” • A pull to return, even when they know it isn’t right for them This is the psychological and energetic weight of breaking programming. But once they push through, they experience true spiritual freedom. 4. True Service vs. Institutional Service If one truly desires to serve the divine, it does not require servitude to an institution. What Real Service Looks Like: • Living in Alignment – Serving not through obligation, but by being a living embodiment of truth, love, and wisdom. • Uplifting Others Without Control – Helping others without demanding loyalty, obedience, or conformity. • Preserving Energy and Self-Sovereignty – Recognizing that giving to exhaustion is not service; it is self-sacrifice at the expense of spiritual well-being. Scenario 4: The Free Spiritualist A person who once served tirelessly in a religious institution steps away and begins practicing spiritual service on their own terms, helping those in need and offering wisdom, as well as living by example. They are at peace, fulfilled, and spiritually abundant despite being seen as a “lost soul” by their former religious community. This is what I call true service one that uplifts rather than enslaves. 5. Walking Away Without Fear The world may call you lazy for resting. The church

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