Personal Report and Reflection on NHS Mental Health Encounter (May 6, 2025)
Context: Personal reflection on assessment conducted by NHS Mental Health Liaison Team following self-referral to A&E for physical symptoms.
1. Introduction
On May 6th, 2025, I engaged with the NHS Mental Health Liaison Team at the hospital following a referral made by the emergency department (ED) during a visit for complex physical symptoms. This document is my account and reflection on that experience both the content of the encounter and its deeper implications regarding the nature of mental health services, truth, and institutional power.
2. Background of Presentation
I presented to the ED after experiencing a range of intense and unusual physical and energetic sensations, including:
Swelling and discharge behind my right ear A strong internal sensation of something moving through my lymphatic and neurological system What I perceived as calcifications moving from my pineal gland through my heart Electrical impulses related to a perceived implant or “microchip” Multidimensional visual overlays and spiritual perceptions A deep awareness of spiritual attack and energetic trauma, particularly linked to a previous relationship involving witchcraft
I shared these experiences openly, transparently, and honestly, because I believed that to receive help, one must not lie or mask the truth. However, it quickly became clear that the system I approached is not built to receive truth outside its clinical framework.
3. Summary of the NHS Report
The NHS mental health report documented my case as follows:
Delusional Presentation: My descriptions of spiritual, energetic, and internal phenomena were labeled as potential signs of psychosis.
Lack of Insight: I was flagged as someone lacking awareness of my supposed mental illness, despite being articulate and self-reflective during the conversation.
Risk Flagged: Although I posed no risk to myself or others, I was marked as a potential future risk due to “non-compliance” and “suspicion of services.”
Treatment Refused: I declined further in-hospital psychiatric assessment, but stated I would be open to further dialogue at home.
Isolation Noted: My current lack of family and social support was highlighted, without acknowledgment of the spiritual or emotional reasons behind it.
Drug Use: Cannabis was noted (THC positive), though I had already disclosed this myself and explained my recent reduction due to nausea.
4. Reflection on the Systemic Dynamics
What stood out most was not the content of the clinical assessment but the pattern of response, a pattern I now recognize as systemic.
When Truth Becomes a Liability
When I spoke the truth of my experience as I see and feel it, including spiritual realities, somatic insights, and energetic perceptions. I was not met with curiosity, empathy, or even neutral observation. Instead, I was labeled, flagged, and ultimately positioned as someone who needed managing as a risk.
By contrast, as it it with legal systems too, those who learn to manipulate the system, speak its language, or tell it what it wants to hear are often rewarded. They move through with medication, correct support, and also freedom.
But those of us who remain raw, honest, and unedited are treated with suspicion, as if truth itself is a symptom.
This creates a dangerous and demoralizing paradox:
Lie and be supported. Tell the truth and be pathologized.
Legal and Psychiatric Overlap
This dynamic isn’t limited to psychiatry. The same is true in legal systems. Those who express emotion, speak from trauma, or challenge authority head-on are often framed as unstable or threatening, while those who play the system gain control over it and are ultimately rewarded.
The institutions we are told to TRUST!!! healthcare, law, government all appear more interested in conformity than actual truth, more afraid of spiritual or existential honesty than of dishonesty or manipulation. It leaves many people like me asking: What is care, if it punishes honesty and rewards deceit?
5. Closing Thoughts and Personal Statement
I do not consider myself mentally unwell. I consider myself spiritually aware, tuned in, turned on and tapped in, as well as very well trauma-informed by personal experience, and fully present to the reality of energetic and systemic dynamics that most institutions are not ready to understand. Being multidimensional by nature doesn’t fit the 3D mould of healthcare.
Yes, I am frustrated but it’s not because of delusion. It’s because I spoke the truth and was treated like a problem to be managed rather than a person to be understood or respected.
I hope this document will serve as a counter-narrative to the official one that is now a permanent blemish on my otherwise perfectly clean record. So I will make my own public record of how it feels to be treated as a “risk” for daring to speak what others don’t have the language or courage to say.
I also hope it may be of use to others who find themselves on the sharp end of systems that confuse honesty for illness and spirit for instability.
Prepared by: Eggman2020
Date: May 8, 2025
Location: Planet Earth
I will continue along the path of healing following the normal GP routes as I have no other option other than to keep pushing for a scan in hopes of finding a suitable solution.
Hopefully my GP won’t brand me with the same labels that are now flagged in my NHS records.